24th Sunday in Ordinary Time - B 2024
When I visited Israel, I was surprised by the sheer number of stores selling Christian goods. You could practically throw a stone in any direction and hit one. The most popular item in every shop was the cross or crucifix. Each store had dozens to choose from—some ornate, others simple. They came in all sizes, from large to small, made of wood, metal, or plaster. Some had a modern style, while others were traditional. On some crucifixes, Jesus was shown as brutally suffering, while on others, He barely appeared to be in pain. Whatever you were looking for in a crucifix, you could find it. Walking through the streets of Jerusalem, I found it strange that one could shop for a cross that suited their personal tastes and aesthetic preferences. After all, can we really choose our crosses?
Today’s Gospel passage presents us
with a pivotal moment.  Jesus asks His disciples, "Who do people say
that I am?"  Some think He is John the Baptist, Elijah, or one of the
prophets.  Then, Jesus turns to them directly: "Who do you say that I
am?"  Peter, speaking for the group, declares, "You are the
Christ." Immediately, Jesus tells them that He must suffer, die, and rise
after three days.  Peter is horrified and rebukes Him.  Jesus, in
turn, rebukes Peter, saying, "Get behind me, Satan!"  He then
calls the crowd and sets out the conditions for discipleship: deny yourself,
take up your cross, and follow Me.
This passage is difficult.  Up
until now, in the Gospel of Mark, Jesus has been performing miracles, and His
followers have been growing.  But here, in the middle of Mark’s Gospel,
the tone shifts.  For the first time, Jesus reveals His ultimate
mission.  He hasn’t shared it before because He was building a
relationship with His disciples, gradually gaining their trust.  Now that
they believe He is the Messiah, He unveils the hard truth.  To say the
disciples were shocked is an understatement.
From our perspective, we know how
it all plays out—Jesus’ death leads to His resurrection and triumph over
hell.  But consider the disciples’ viewpoint.  The popular Jewish
expectation of the Messiah was that He would restore the earthly kingdom of
Israel, perhaps as a political leader or emperor who would drive out the
Romans.  Jesus’ prediction of His passion shattered all those notions.
We also need to grasp how repulsive
the image of the cross was to the disciples.  The cross was a brutal
instrument of torture used by the Romans to send a public message: "Don’t
mess with us."  For the disciples, the cross wasn’t a symbol of
hope.  Even in the early centuries of Christianity, the dominant symbol
was the fish, not the cross.  When Jesus spoke of taking up your cross, He
was referring to something that was horrifying and despicable.
Today, some peddle an impartial and
distorted gospel, claiming that if you believe in Jesus, your life will be
smooth and filled with blessings.  You may hear from certain
televangelists that faith will bring good health and more wealth.  While
Jesus does want to bless us, He never promised an easy life.  What He did
promise is that following Him requires self-denial and involves
suffering.  Jesus, our suffering Savior, transformed the cross from a
cruel tool of death into the means of our salvation.  The Christian
message is not that life will be perfect, but that our suffering is not
wasted.  God is with us in our pain.  He understands suffering. 
Just as He transformed His cross into a weapon against sin and death, He can
use our crosses in our journey toward holiness.  Jesus did not promise to
remove our suffering, but He did promise to transform it and impose upon it a
new meaning.
Whenever Jesus speaks of His
crucifixion, He also speaks of His resurrection.  The two are
inseparable.  While suffering is part of this life, it prepares us for our
true home in Heaven, for our own resurrection.  Without belief in Heaven,
Hell, or the resurrection, the Christian understanding of suffering makes
little sense.  But we know that suffering in this life isn’t pointless—it
prepares us for eternity.
I imagine I haven’t said anything
new.  We all know that God allows suffering.  But when we face
personal tragedy, illness, death, or any form of pain, the question isn’t just
"Why suffering?" but "Why this suffering?  Why
must I carry this cross?  Why can’t I have a different one?"
 Even Jesus, on the night before His crucifixion, asked the Father to take
the cup of suffering away from Him.  We, too, can ask God to remove our
suffering.  But ultimately, we are called to trust.  Trust that God,
in allowing suffering, brings a greater good from it.  Unlike shopping for
a cross in Jerusalem, we don’t get to choose the crosses we bear.  We
don’t get to choose the cause of our pain and tears.  Our sufferings often
lie outside our control, making them all the more bitter.  But this is
where faith becomes real.  In our suffering God asks us, "Do you
trust Me?  Do you trust that I can use this for your good?  Do you
trust that I can use this to make you a saint?"
The crosses we are given, large or
small, light or heavy, are the means by which God transforms us.  This
teaching is hard, but it is the essence of the Christian life.  Will you
accept your cross and follow Jesus?  This is at the heart of the Christian
life.  It is not an easy teaching, but it is the way to salvation.